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Each cut, each scar, each burn, a different mood or time. I told him what the first one was, told him where the second one came from. I remembered them all. And for the first time in my life I felt beautiful. Finally part of the earth. I touched the soil and he loved me back.
I love that my friends take pictures of me to document that “she can actually cook”.
Strangely, I feel complimented. Worm dicks.
Sassy black man alert!
Geordi is now, and will forever more, be the swagger.
(side note: you bet your sweet ass I’m a trekkie!)
You should know that I’m not prone to blushing but my cheeks are radiating heat right now.
Thank you for the kind words; I’m glad you enjoyed the mix. I feel like we’re going through a very exciting time in the music industry. You can actually hear passion mixed in the notes of some songs and I think that is something that we’ve been lacking for a while.
I also agree with you completely about taking charge in 2010. It’s a new decade, why not take new risks? Maybe one day our paths will cross and we’ll go on some wacky adventure together. Crazier things have happened.
I have this terrible feeling life is passing by at an accelerated speed and if I don’t jump out of my skin and do something spontaneous and absurd, I’ll miss it. Whatever “it” is. Yanahwhadimean jelly bean? Katie (the polaroid kid)
Yes, I do know what you mean. While I have your attention, I wanted you to know that I listened to your sand and the sea mix, and I LOVE LOVE LOVE it. Thank you for creating that.
You need to take more chances, dear. Do something bold. It’s so much easier to say than to do, I know. How about we both try to be more assertive in 2010? I will if you will.
Do you think anyone has ever had a moment where they felt this cool?
My partner in crime, Ashley, would make a great Pauly Shore. And God knows I love me some Tevin Campbell. Pair that with my affinity towards space suits and I think we’re onto something. Hmmm.
My love for you is a palindrome.
It means the same back and forth. The definition is obvious and never changing. In a world where nothing ever makes sense, your name remains a constant stance of hope through the fires of our innocence.
Loving you is the gravity in the pendulum. It gives force to a swing that will eventually kill me, and yet with every inch the blade slowly drops, I can’t help but feel a sense of excitement for the anticipation to finally stop.
Won’t lovers revolt now.
Let’s try this again. I promise next time I’ll have more to say.
Veronica Maggio- Gammal Sang
This song is best listened to when you have a relentless, childish crush on someone.
I’ve been listening to it all day.
On a lighter note, my sister turned 22 yesterday.
To the rest of the world, she may be a trendy music chick who goes on tour with big bands and travels all over the world, but to me, she’s the two year old who couldn’t pronounce “Katie” so she called me “KaKa” until she was five. She’s the four year old who put mousse on our pet cats hair for fun. She’s the six year old who creeped up on my dad and yelled “boo!” while he was hammering shingles on the roof. She’s the 16 year old I took to the midnight showing of Harry Potter.
She has, and will always be, the Molly Roger. More importantly, she’s the best little sister a loser like me could ask for.
Happy birthday you Twilight-loving doofus.
My grandpa, John.
My dad, Paul. (nerd alert!)
My uncle, Steven.
My grandma, Miriam.
Grandpa & uncle.
A brief history:
Due in part to my often solitary and introverted behavior, most of the people in my life have no clue that I’ve never had the opportunity to meet anyone my father’s side of the family.
Whether it be drugs, cancer or heart attacks, my interaction with an entire side of my DNA has been limited to stories, most of them fleeting and lacking any detail.
There is one surviving member of my my dad’s family (aside from him) and that’s his sister, Denise, who I’ve been prohibited from meeting due to dishonesty and burnt bridges that have mangled and brother-sister relationship over the years. When my uncle Steven and my grandparents, Miriam and John, died 30 years ago, my aunt took all of the family memorabilia and disappeared completely. My dad was left with nothing to remember his family by but a handful of mental images he could recall from his childhood.
Today a CD containing 90 pictures was sent to my dad. It was from my aunt with a heartfelt apology. I’m indifferent on meeting this person who taught my father how cruel the world can really be, but I downloaded the pictures and I’ve been sitting in my room crying for an hour.
For the first time in my life, I know what my grandparents and uncle look like. This may seem insignificant to most, but to me, it’s the best present anyone could have bestowed upon me.
I think it’s of the utmost importance to know where you come from. If you don’t know what led you to this point, how can you march on with confidence?
Today I learned a fraction more about myself than I knew yesterday. It may be a small vestige, but it is a piece of me that I would now feel incomplete without.
D – Demonstrate Value
E – Engage Physically
N – Nurturing Dependence
N – Neglect Emotionally
I – Inspire Hope
S – Separate Entirely(Submitted by seanlovesthis)
Rostammmmm!!!!!
This band is a never fail in my eyes.
New video for ‘Cousins’ from Vampire Weekend! Love!
I sent this to my mom earlier this morning to cheer her up and this was her response:
“OMG it reminds me of you and Molly [my younger sister] playing!!! Guess which one is the monkey
Dang it mom! Why ya gotta know me so well?!
